10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
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11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
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Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
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Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
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A Few Years Later....
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
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Funeral Years passed....
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried

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Thats life aint it ?

Wud n't wonder if the incident was real . As Holmes remarked 2 Watson
'Watson if v ever get a chance of peeping 4m the rooms into people's lives we d realise that what can not be thought in the wildest of imagination happens in reality ' !!!

.....KAL HO NA HO........

Like a glimpse into a 3-D portrait of life......yet not wanting to miss out, u tell someone u love them and they respond that they do not have the same feelings.then what?? It would be living death.

Reality hurts ....and therefore many go on living in their own euphoric world, for atleast there is some iota of HOPE.........

there are always 2 sides to a coin......and u r lucky if it gets flipped onto the right side......

SALUT TO A great specimen of creation..."MAN/WOMAN"........just strives on and on .....absorbing shocks and pain and walking tall after a few stumbles........I AM PROUD TO BELONG TO THIS HUMAN SPECIES

RDGS,

WORSHIP

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.....KAL HO NA HO........

Like a glimpse into a 3-D portrait of life......yet not wanting to miss out, u tell someone u love them and they respond that they do not have the same feelings.then what?? It would be living death.

Reality hurts ....and therefore many go on living in their own euphoric world, for atleast there is some iota of HOPE.........

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Is it the TU NAHIN AUR SAHI........situation in CANADA??

I am sure however progressive the majority of Canadians may be......there must be some percentage of them who do go for true love. Love stories do happen in all places of the world....it is not so much a society based approach as it is an individualistic approach. It is the value system of the individual......there are divorces and the rest of the muck happening even in India.......at least the people in the WEST are following their original values. THEY NEVER HAD A GREAT CULTURE...but in INDIA majority are developing herd mentalityand just apeing the west( a little part of the CATTLE mentality and a little bit of the MONKEY mentality)......PATHETIC Yet I feel that there is hope that things will turn around and people will see the light at the end of the tunnel as WE R PROUD POSSESSORS OF A GR8! CULTURE.

NEways I digressed from the main topic.......KYA KARU...BAHUT MENTISENTAL HU!!


RGDS,

WORSHIP

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Is it the TU NAHIN AUR SAHI........situation in CANADA??

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